Trying to Get By

I know I try to keep this a cheerful blog or what not but I just need to vent kinda vent. It's really not a vent but a look into why I haven't made a video in a while. 

I have high anxiety which causes me not to do some of the stupid Shit I want to do for my channel. With the anxiety I also have a slight depression that comes and goes. When that happens I just don't feel like going out or doing anything but lay down and seek solitude. It becomes hard for me to get out of my funk.  

Especially now since its brought on buy not making enough money to pay all my bills so every morning twenty times a day I have to listen to calls from collectors which keeps me up at night thinking about everything. Thinking about what I can do better. I'm just in a constant worry.  

I'm sorry for those that read this or watch my videos and expect me to stick to my schedule. I promise I will try harder. Last year I did better than the year before and this year I promise to do even better. 

Thank you all so much for reading and watching the things I put up on the internet.  

Much love to you all.